Uncertain enough.

Hello! I'm back frm TTS Hospital. Thank God, his fine :D Haish. Seeing his condition already made me cry infront of him. Trying to hide, but my voice is sooo obvious. But i miss him badly :(
Yes, very bad. At home, no one to text except his brother to update on his health & condition. & no one to on the phone with. Haish. & i went to school alone. How saddening. But, he says he misses me too :') Aww. Haha. Got one time, the nurse went in to take/check something. Idk whaat :/ But then she asked " Your sister? " *smiling*. He replied no, my girlfriend. Hah. It makes me smile a little. But i tried to talk-talk with him.But, he said that he find it hard to talk. His voice also like sooooo low & sick. He also look so weak. Luckily, his arms & legs can move. Alhamdulilah (: But the most sweet thing, his mum said tht since last night he like never talk. All and stuffs. Never open his eyes. Sleeeep all the way. But when i come in, she says that he open his eyes and concious (:! haha. He smiled at me. But his lips were all dry & swollen. Ya, bengkak. His mum asked, who come. Then he replied, "dahliah". haha. Sweet♥ He says he wants to go to school tomorrow. Heh, i replied can't. Recover fully first, k? If you want, be strong then. Yeahh, but sometimes i like talking to th wall :/ But i understand. He tired. It makes me less worry when the female doctor he is better & getting BETTER. Phew. Our prayers paid off. Even though i visited him for an hour and 15 mins, i think it is very worth it. At least, i brighten up a little bit of his day there! (:It felt better for me to visit him. I went there myself you know, Take train right after ICT training. Luckily i was dismissed earlier. 3.45pm. Thanks Ms Ng! ♥ I read a letter tht i wrote, but half way only. Cause it makes me sad. And I don't want to cry infront of him. He even held my hand so tight. But kn, when he in tht condition, his face really really look like his twin :/ Hehs. I guess uh, he should be discharge by end of this week. Insyallah eh. I want him to discharge faster, and after a few days staying at home, he is all ready to get back to school! And i have my bestbestbestbestbest bestfriend backk! i treat him like a buddy, bestfriend, boyfriend, mother, father, brother. A lot la! (': Just hope he will get better by Thursday. I would not want him to lose a lot of lessons. I told him that he passed his Science test, & i think it cheer him up a lil'. I pinched his cheeks. Argh. Really miss his laughter. Continue praying, eh, people ? (': Thanks on behalf of his. I send some of your regards to him already♥
K dah la. Thursday, if gods will, i will drop by again (: But too much people, i'm not going. Later he stress uh :/ Somemore ICU. Byeee♥

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