Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Yup , i'm freakin hurt today . By a teacher surprisingly .
Hmm , i felt very very very guilty DD;
It is a long story with my form teacher .
Those who know the story , good .
Just not turning up for 1 drama workshop can lead to this ;
Lost of trust , reputation and im so embarrased of myself.
Haish... i feel like rewinding the time .
The most hurtful thing is that i lied to my form teacher .
I know it is a very common but for her it is hurtful to see one of her bright student and one of the top three student lying and being irresponsible .
After class , Yadha and I asked her this ; " How to stop slacking?"
She replied , "Before that , i you slack right yesterday ?"
Yadha and I nodded . "I know " .
She called Alif Asyraf . There's only Yadha , Alif and I and Mdm Mus .
We three stading with guilty face with Mdm Mus advicing us .
When she said that she is really disspointed in us , i almost wanna cry .
Espiacally when she said she trust me fully . But today , she lost the trust .
Gee , this is so not worth it . Spending time with band seniors for only that 2 hours or so and this is what i get in return is pathetically pathetic .
I'm dumb . Well , detention is on my way .
Well , i don't really care of the stupid detention but the thing is i dissapoint my teacher whom i love and i trust most .
Well , she said that this is called 'Peer Pressure" where our friends advicing us not to go to this thingiee all .
haishh.... Felt guitly all day long . And even now , her words is in my mind -.-'
I'm changing . I've promised myself that today will be the last day i slack with them .
But if i have the urge to slack , it cannot be more than 2 hours .
Yadha , Alif and I .We promised ourselves this.
We hope that we can fulfill this . Really .
gosh.........
Hmm , i felt very very very guilty DD;
It is a long story with my form teacher .
Those who know the story , good .
Just not turning up for 1 drama workshop can lead to this ;
Lost of trust , reputation and im so embarrased of myself.
Haish... i feel like rewinding the time .
The most hurtful thing is that i lied to my form teacher .
I know it is a very common but for her it is hurtful to see one of her bright student and one of the top three student lying and being irresponsible .
After class , Yadha and I asked her this ; " How to stop slacking?"
She replied , "Before that , i you slack right yesterday ?"
Yadha and I nodded . "I know " .
She called Alif Asyraf . There's only Yadha , Alif and I and Mdm Mus .
We three stading with guilty face with Mdm Mus advicing us .
When she said that she is really disspointed in us , i almost wanna cry .
Espiacally when she said she trust me fully . But today , she lost the trust .
Gee , this is so not worth it . Spending time with band seniors for only that 2 hours or so and this is what i get in return is pathetically pathetic .
I'm dumb . Well , detention is on my way .
Well , i don't really care of the stupid detention but the thing is i dissapoint my teacher whom i love and i trust most .
Well , she said that this is called 'Peer Pressure" where our friends advicing us not to go to this thingiee all .
haishh.... Felt guitly all day long . And even now , her words is in my mind -.-'
I'm changing . I've promised myself that today will be the last day i slack with them .
But if i have the urge to slack , it cannot be more than 2 hours .
Yadha , Alif and I .We promised ourselves this.
We hope that we can fulfill this . Really .
gosh.........
Labels: This is not me . Seriously ........
