Uncertain enough.

hello (:

What a bad Sunday today. Pfft. My life can't go any worser. omg. Unbelievable. Oh well.

As said by duck. LIFE IS CRUEL some times. They just do not want us to be happy. What a badddddddddddddddddddddddd life. haha. who cares. Hey readers, tomorrow, I'M GOING TO LIVE MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! LIVE HIGH! IM SMILING WIDE TOMORROW.

and zul, iloveyou <3

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Hi guys! studying for MYE? i am very busy with it! SO. M.I.A forawhile! I got another blog.

so, for me to know, for you to find it eh? dah la. BYEEEE

Hello (:

sorry i M.I.A forawhile. Something wrong with my computer. Grr.

Yeah, so anyway, i enjoyed yesterday's band practice! :D Wow, how interesting and amazing participating in a SYF. Get all this back as a reward (: I wonder how many secondary 1s can make it till their sec 2. Im suree, once they know the meaning of the four letter word 'BAND', i believe they will love it! Just like i do. Only some losers and weak people will quit band just because they cannot take the stress. Eh, be more hardworking. Please, have time management :D haha, you'll regret once you left for some people. k,im done. Bye <3

Hello (; today is th eight of April and it marks MSL Concert Band's SYF day. Yup, today i had my first SYF. And i tell you, the feeling was just too hard to describe. Mixture of joy and happiness? haha. And and, Excitement! But i can say, i do gave my 100% today. I never ever play Die Fledermaus with my goosebumps going up. Swearrr! haha. I played with imaginary stuffs inside my mind. cute cute stuffs but yet it doesn't distract me from concentrating on Sir. So, on the Expressivo part thingie tht the part Saxophone section played, i imagine a flower opened then got two fairies inside. After the come out, they dance ^-^ Haha. k. soso, 9-9.15 was our turn to play. I think so. Set piece first, Memories of Friendship <3 This was the first time, i played and my tears NEARLY come out. But, no. hhaha. I hold it. Later people think i dramatic. Then, Die Fledermaus turn! urghh. I really enjoy playing that song on stage with that 4 weird judges with two stands beside them :/ We really rock that stage. Haha. Went out and there were a lot of compliments. Being humble okay. So, i am really touched by the Principle & vice principle of MSL. And also, not forgetting my own PE teacher, Ms tan. Who drop by. Woke up early in the morning just to support us.

Sweeeeet <3! haha. Then, after our performance... Yeah, start again. Girls cried first. Then, spread spread spread. I did not cause i okay only. I save it for later k? (: Lol. then, at last cry also. Idk, i thinking of my seniors. Hoho. listened to the other schools play. Tampines was awesome! :D Euphonium solo was greaat! But they get Silver too :/

Went to school and when we reach, wow. haha, a lot of people coming to us asking how was it. But nahh, the results is not in la! :P Then, went music room. had fun :D The Alumnis also dropped by. to see us perform and waited with us. The plan was acutally Ariffin and Fahna go to the Conference Hall to listen to the results with some of the teachers. Then, the rest all can go back, or either want to stay in the music room to hang around. I went to eat then come back. My mum ehhhhh.-.-' hahaa. Then, pressure alreadyyy! grr. 5.35pm, ms ong called and we get to hear the results live. Then, the announcement goes like this. " Band number 93, Marsiling Secondary School, Silver." omg. I was indeed damn shocked. Balqis beside me burst into tears already. All my friends and bandmates all cry. I cried, but srsly not many. haha, until Nerin hugged me. Aiyoo. So unexpected. After motivational talks from the leaders and alumnis, i feel better. just an award okay! colour only! the memories is what brings us together as a band, playing music and following the flow. Band with a discipline and bonding that no other bands got. We have our own way that is very unique and a spirit that continues from generation to another. since the first batch, year 2000. First SYF was, 2003. We gotten a Silver. Not too bad. 2005, we played Overture Jubiloso, Gold with Honors! :D Year 2007, we played The Seventh Night Of July, Gold! :D year 2009, Der Vogenhandler, GOLD. And year 2011, SILVER.

even this year we drop a step down, look at our achievements. i'm just a junior, but i do look at how MSLBAND grew. I looked at how they performed the first time. And because they inspired me, seriously, i decide to join band in 2010. Continue my sister's name. hehe. Siblings, all cornet. Dhaifina, Dhaimirah & Dahliah.

I know and believe that, the band really enjoyed on stage just now and it was a splendid performance. We blew some of the judges away. but maybe, it is not our luck this year. we have been getting gold & gold with honors all this while, it is not wrong to drop once. Drop doesn't mean we are getting lousier. But, really, no one can win once and sustained it there like forever. there will be a time that we will drop, but we work hard and go higher! ^^ I'm sorry to some of my seniors and alumnis that expected us to get a gold. We did not fulfill your wish. But, dont worry. We are making a come back in 2013! continue supporting us. Your help after this, is not going out of the window, we took it in already and will surely educate the juniors properly. I cannot promise that the section will be tip-top shape. but, the results in 2013 will be better than this. Anyway, the standard of the SYF is getting higher as years gone by. For me, and some others, our hardwork paid off by getting a Silver! :D Yes, im proud of it.

Our hardwork, our scoldings and all the memories we gone through, the ups and the downs, guess what.. We got it with a Silver. Which is like equal to a gold? haha. I am closing my ears to WHOEEVER THAT SAY BAND KENTAL OR LOOKING DOWN ON US, CAUSE I BELIEVED, TODAY WAS THE MOST TOUCHING SYF EVER AND THE MOST MEMORABLE ONE. AND YOU KNOW, MSLBAND REALLY PLAYED AS ONE AND THROUGH THEIR HEARTS. WHATEVER THEY WANT TO SAY, IT WILL GO IN THROUGH MY RIGHT EAR AND OUT FROM MY LEFT EAR. I KNOW, WE DID OUR BEST ON THE STAGE JUST NOW AND THIS IS JUST NOT OUR LUCK. WE ENJOYED OURSELVES AND WE PLAY GOOD MUSIC. tht is what matters.

Band, we have make our mark! I'm also proud of you guys and also my seniors <3! good luck for national exams and do come back and support us. Just take this as a lesson. Like what some say, "our spirit won't fade". Seriously, if anybody just look at MSL concert band left and right, they know that only. But inside, they know nothing! yes, nothing. they know we drop and thats it. They do not know how many months we put in, scoldings, fights and effort! Our bonding changes every practice. From we do not know how to play, till now, we played it well! :D Let's say proudly "MSL band gotten a Silver!" & smile.

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Early 2010. After Drumzout. Haha. I'm still not close with Seow Ying & Devi tht time :/ Haha. Kk, Singapore Youth Festival 2011. Marsiling's turn will be on 8th April. Mentioned it before! heh. Soso, again eh, GOOD LUCKKKKKKKK! ♥ & also, good luck to Chinese Orchestra ;D for their SYF also! ^^ Today is Monday... Monday ^^. It means, i got Band todayy! Some of my seniors had their Napfa test. Hoho, so left the secondary threes & twos in the music rooms with Ma'am Hanim & Farhana. It was fun though. Combined with them. Ma'am Farhana conducted cause she want to check on Badak. But we all KPO :D eheh. Then, i went sectional with the Cornettos (: blabla, the sec 4s and 5s arrived. Had sectionals. Some checks and touch-ups on the Die Fledermaus & Set piece. I had fun today with my section ♥ Haha. Playing Concentration with a lot of people is harder than i think :/ haha. Kk, had some 'motivational talks' by the Seniors. And, dismissed! :D To anna; Hi Senior. Stay Strong please... ♥ I know how you feel aye. I gone through it before also ^^ Allah love her more. So, just come back emotionally stronger. I'll be here for you and also your friends and sections ayeaye (:! ILOVEYOU! ♥♥

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this is how i look when i was small. (idk what age)

This is how i look when i'm sec two.

Look how fast time past. Righttt? Now i'm in my sec 2. Next year, i'm already a sec three. And a senior to my juniors. I wonder how i look when i'm in my polytechnics!^^

Yea. For now, it is Faridzul's turn sitting for N levels. Mine is coming in two years time, which i hope will be fast. I wanna be the top threeeeeeeeeee! i dont want to go to Sec 5 and ITE.

soso, now streaming year, i wanna go S2. ♥ k?

Hehe. I wanna go NYP. Then, JC or maybe University! (berangan.) But i hope it will come trueeeeeeeee! for now, i want to enjoy being 14.

I love band very much. I hope this friday prove how much we practice & contribute for months! its just for that 15 minutes! pls. Band is where my some of my friendships grow, and build ♥

Look, how far our band has gone. It is for the current members to take care of th reputation our seniors has build for us to be proud of. Let's not upset them after their hard work of putting our band in shape. We get what we deserves. But whatever results, let's all be thankful tht we still got caring and loving seniors and bandmates that won't leave even we have bad results. we went through scoldings anyway ^^ Yea, i want to graduate fassst so i can achieve my dreams of becoming a part of the music industries! amin.

P/S: I hatee science. k, bye(:

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Sorry for not updating. Was really busy for th past few days. On the 1st April, i had the Achievement Day performance at the hall with the band! :D We played Die Fledermaus & StPetersburg March (again-.-). Yea, compliments. But, like some say, they are not music experts. So, this Friday, if we make the judges hair stand, then we can be proud :D hehe. On the 8th April, this coming Friday, our SYF day. Brrr. I'm looking forward. But i'm also nervous. K, nehmind. I'll get over it okay? (: ! Okay, i just wanna say, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, ANNA♥! you're 16. & im still 13-.-' haha. And GOOD LUCK TO ALL MSLB MEMBERS FOR THE UPCOMING SYF! we all wanted the best results, and with tht, we just need to do our best on the stage. Plus, it is only 15 minutes. It will determine how well we contributed to this participation months ago when i'm still in my secondary 1 life. I would like to thank all my seniors for the awesome year last year and this SYF may be your last :( Soso, let's all do our best. This is my first and for my batch too and 2009's batch. Let's don't shrink when we are up there. Ignore the people and be focus ^-^ K, tc. Dont get sickkkk! -D.turner.♥-

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"Rubber Ducky♥!"

She's my rubber ducky. My slumber ducky. My redred butt girlfriend. My classmate. My S28 member. My pathetic sister. Etc. Heh, She's Riyadha Al-Nabiha ♥

Shades, mine is from Kamarul. Went to Kranji today to take some photos and class project. Photojournalism thingie. From Causeway, we met. To Lot 1, we ate. To Kranji, we camwhored.

Supposedly to be ONLY S28 OUTING -___-'' Aiyo. wth. tsktsk. Spoil spoil spoil. To Zul, Sorry for tht something on your hand. Letting out anger :P! Sorry eh. ♥

Kay, next time, i seriously want only & only S28. Strictly NO OUTSIDERS! Urgh.

Guess what. Tomorrow is Monday. Bought the art sketchbook, and I FOUND MY OLD ONE IN THE CLOSET!!!!! urghh! fck. fck. Wasting my time redrawing everything. grr. Darndarndarn.

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